I haven’t been working out at all this year. I feel kind of bad having the weight loss ticker on my page, even if it is moving in the right direction. I lost another pound. Why? Maybe I’m wasting away due to stress. Maybe its because everything I put into my mouth tastes like ash. Maybe its because when I wake up in the morning, there is a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach that doesn’t go away till afternoon. Maybe its because whenever I even think of the words “custody,” “court,” “petition” and “child support enforcement,” there is no room in my body for anything else besides pain.